| 10 questions. |
[Dec. 2nd, 2009|10:18 pm] |
Rules: You have to answer the following questions with honest and proper answers with deep thought, if not why do this questionnaire in the first place?
1) How are you feeling at the current moment?
I’m feeling really determined, yet hopeless at the same time. Determined, because I’m trying to find the best way to help this world. Today I’m seeing a lot of good causes and celebrities who have been contributing to the needy and the environment. I suppose if we can’t completely prevent the world from ending, we should make it worth living while it lasts.
Hopeless, because I know my own problem is just making me a weakling. And there’s nothing I can do to make it better.
2) How was 2009 for you?
It was great, I have to say. School was pretty worthwhile because of my amazing class. Studies, albeit pretty stressing, was not much of a problem after all. My results so far have been satisfactory or even higher and I’m confident I can do much better next year. And this year has opened up quite a fair bit of opportunities for me however small they may seem. Everything’s a step closer to my great future.
3) Tell us a few random facts about yourself that are either interesting or impressive.
Um, I look mature and cool to a person I just met, but in actual fact I’m a really goofy clown with embarrassing moments everyday of my life. I like to play a lot. Like if we’re in the park, I won’t be with the teenagers talking about things, but rather I’ll be in the playground playing ‘catch’ with kids and making them laugh.
But that’s just one thing. I may look passionate and enthusiastic on my outer shell, but my core is made entirely out of shame and humiliation. There are levels of barriers that I built around my true self because I don’t want other people bothering with my problems. There are a lot of things not even the closest of friends or family know. And I will never release it.
4) If you could eliminate anything that is deemed ‘impossible’, what would it be?
Racism, I think, because it pisses me off when a person is discriminated just because of their skin colour or their ethnic culture. Everybody should be given equal opportunities to do what they want or be somebody. I never discriminate anyone because I risk getting to know a people who might turn out to be amazing people. Everyone’s always saying we need peace and love and harmony for this world to become a better place, but I don’t see enough of it. People have to realize that underneath their different skin colour, they share the same blood as us.
5) What are your future plans?
Architect, is my first choice. I get so fascinated by buildings and man-made monuments, to see the way things are built and how the designs set them apart from normal buildings is just something I’d like to spend my time doing. I’d want to put my abilities to the test, creating massive structures and overcoming limits.
Graphic designer, Aerodynamics professor, Aerospace engineer, Car engineer. Anything that has to do with Art and/or Physics.
6) Have you considered marriage and/or children?
Er, I suppose. I used to think that’d I’d be a person who’d put her career first. But then something happened, and I thought, “What if the right guy comes in the middle of my success?” And I decided, I will do marry him because I know he will make me much more happier than any success I’d get with my career. And I will make sure he is the right one and will stick with me till no end. And I would make his dreams come true even after we’re married, even if it means giving up mine.
And I decided to give birth to my own child (yikes) and adopt another. I think I should adopt a teenager because they’re usually left out when people want to adopt younger kids. I think it’s rather unfair.
7) What qualities would you want in a guy?
LOL, I’ve been told I have high standards. But most importantly I want a fun guy who’d play video games and goof around with. Humour is a must. A shoulder to cry on, a partner in crime, willing to sacrifice and change a few things. A promise-keeper and will go out of his way to be there when I need him. And my tree of wisdom when I’m in need of advice. He’ll also have to be pretty persuasive to even pry the problems out of me.
I’m not so bothered about looks, but if I have to say it, he should have an amazing smile. Eyes doesn’t need to be too elaborate, but they should be pretty expressive. Like I can tell what he’s feeling when I look into his eyes. Hair should be sexy, like all the time, because hair’s always what makes an image. I don’t go for ‘too skinny’ because I’d like to feel him when I hug him.
8) Tell us something about your friends.
Oh this, will take a while to answer. Firstly, I have THE most incredible circle of friends. I can’t believe my luck, they’re all very talented and have so much potential in them and I know for sure that they’ll be doing great things in the future. Be it in Art, Music, Studies, Sports, Fashion, Culinary, Languages, Leadership…They’ve got it all and I am thrilled to have such friends by my my side.
My class; a bunch of amazing people that I’ve had the pleasure of knowing. They’re always so encourgaing and doing things together til the end. Everyone is always enthusiastic and would always look at things positively even if we know we’re going through hell. They’d go out of their way to help someone in need of assistance and I could never have asked for a better class.
Tumblr, I can’t believe how close I am with some of you! Even if we’re a thousand miles apart, you guys are always there when I feel like crap. Everyone comes from different backgrounds but here we’re like a little family of weird people. I learned so many things from your experiences and the things you know that I wouldn’t have learnt anywhere else. I really hope I’d get to meet some of you someday :)
9) Tell us a dream or fantasy that you wish you could do/be but you know that you can’t.
Uhm, when I was younger, I had the strangest desire to become a rock diva with all the crazy shows and the amazing voice and stuff. I’d wear awesome outfits and sing to an arena of screaming fans. I’d even practice my head bang in my room. If not a singer, I wanted to be a bassist, playing on the side and looking super cool and chilled. I’d have the weirdest fans and have a super hot boyfriend.
Okay embarassing dream over.
10) Tell us something about your ‘lovelife’
Oh, um…I’ve written about this before…so I’m not going to type this whole thing out again. I had my 1st kiss when I was 7 with my adorable neighbour while playing husband-and-wife. I fell for a boy who looked like Harry Potter when I was 9 and only got together when I was 12. I was the one who broke up with him. I secretly got together with his bestfriend after a while because we were both goof-buddies.
Sad to say that I still love one…or two of them.
Oh well, ces’t la vie! |
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